aryssa90's Diaryland Diary

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There's still a lot to write about but I haven't really felt like writing.

I made spaghetti squash for dinner tonight.

Work anxiety is pretty high.

Went to marriage counseling with Bill, things are fine.

Heather annoys me most of the time now. She's a shitty friend.

Possibly seeing The Chainsmokers at the end of the month but I have to determine if I want to spend that much time with Heather considering we're sharing a hotel room for three days already.

I felt really lonely yesterday. I think I'm having a hard time transitioning to having friends who want to hang out with me all the time in California to not really having that here. Not that I need constant companionship but it's like, I was just really enjoying socializing with people I don't have to try so tucking hard with.

The initial part of making friends is hard for me. I'm anxious and I'm awkward. But when I'm home, I'm with friends I've known for years. No awkwardness, just fun.

Anyway, I'm not seeing Glenn anymore. I feel pretty good about that. We're in a good place.

One month from today I'll be 27. I have no plans. I don't really care. We might go see Rent but that's more like an "it's in town" thing than a birthday thing.

Anyway, I'm in a weird mood tonight.

10:52 p.m. - 2017-04-19

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