aryssa90's Diaryland Diary

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Ajs wedding was...interesting. It wasn’t very decorative, at all. It was like in a lodge building and they made this arch, which was pretty, and there was this painted mural thing on cloth and that was it. I wish they would have told me their plans earlier because I would have at least done the tables. Like, some table cloths could have been rented easily and I could have purchased some of that fake moss stuff and flowers with some candles and it would’ve been fine. I feel a bit robbed actually, I love that shit.

The bridesmaid dresses weren’t great, but not terrible. The wedding dress was pretty and she looked like a fairy. I don’t know that it was super spectacular, it was a white corset and they made a skirt that was longer in back and to the knees in the front. They sewed some flowers over it. It was very pretty but just looked like a white version of her other Ren fair costumes. The dress she was wearing as a pre wedding dress was gorgeous. It was white lace that stopped at the kneewith long sleeves and a mostly open back. Gorgeous.

The ceremony was a hot mess. AJ wrote it and it was two of her friends reading it. One read a fairy tale part and one read like a layman’s man interpretation of the fairytale. They switched off back and forth. Cute idea but AJ is not a story teller. She handed it off to me the night before to try to fix it and I mean, I did the best I could. It was very narcissistic and self-aggrandizing about how beautiful and wild and free she is and how he fell in love with her right away. I’m also a bit jaded because I actually know how their relationship went since she was actually living with and dating someone else at the time. I’m not shaming her for getting her emotional needs met elsewhere (I mean, hi, it’s me), but it takes a bit of the romance out of it when I’m writing their “love story”.

The groomsmen actually looked pretty good in the kilts.

His family, who they live with, was super not into the wedding. It was extremely obvious and kind of pissed me off. Like, if I could get over this then they can.

AJ and I actually got along really well. It makes me kind of sad that when we finally get along, her dad and I are headed towards an inevitable divorce. I found myself hoping we could stay friends. Same with Dylan. He came up to his mom as I was talking with her, hugged her and said “love you mom”, then turned to me, hugged me and said “love you step mom”. I got a little teary eyed.

There were two guys there who were pretty into me. I’m not trying to sound conceited, they just were. Kellan and John. John and I had a lot of fun joking around and all that. He and his girlfriend are in an open relationship. It was fun chatting with him. We also spent most of the wedding together, with his girlfriend. The girlfriend also kind of flirted with me? It was nice, not gonna lie. Kellan was super sweet and also super fun. I think he realized I was married to Bill though and stopped flirting with me :/ it’s nice to be reminded that you know, I’m cute.

I miss Tim a lot. And I’m so fucking horny. I think I’ve gotten used to having sex 2-3 days a week with at least one of those days being some sort of lengthy time period and this week we had it once when we woke up the day I was supposed to leave and it was relatively short. I mean, it was still good but not what we normally do. Normally when we have morning sex, we have more sex throughout the day.

I’m staying the night with him on Tuesday and I don’t know if we’ll have sex since his parents will be home. But...dear god I hope we do. I feel like I’m going to pounce on him. On Tuesday I have an admin day so unless Brock asks me to take on a shift or something, I’ll probably leave work pretty early so, hopefully that works out so I can see Tim for more than an hour or so before bed.

We’re almost halfway through the month and no school news that I know of. I asked him to tell me when he finds out and he says he will. He also says that if he doesn’t go back he won’t be staying at Burger Lounge, he isn’t happy there. I kind of...want him to move in after the holidays if he doesn’t go to school. He hates the SCV though so I don’t know if he will and also, I mean, Bill.

10:43 a.m. - 2018-11-12

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