aryssa90's Diaryland Diary

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So many things to write about. I don't know where to start really.

Tim is home. He stayed over Sunday and Monday night. We had so much sex. It was a rough night Sunday for various reasons. First, he may be able to come back to school. He's finding out in April. I'm pretty proud of myself for my response. I told him that I hadn't talked to him about it but that November and the beginning of December were really rough months for me and I can't do another 4 months of that. It was a lot more intense than either of us were prepared for I think. I told him I'd rather break up now, if he felt the same about long distance relationships. He asked if he could have some time and I basically said no, like, he could have time to think about it but we were having this conversation now. I told him that like, if he knew he didn't want a long distance relationship then I couldn't just date him for 4 more months knowing we would break up. And if he wasn't interested in a long distance relationship, would he be willing to talk about other options like, me moving with him. He said that he would be fine with me moving with him, then backtracked and said "I would love for you to come with me" but then also said that he would be more open to talking about visiting frequently since he would only be gone for a year and he would be planning on coming back to LA.

So, we got that one done. I was pretty proud of myself for saying what I was thinking and feeling and being honest about it.

Then we got the call about his sister. Her boyfriend assaulted her. He was so upset, understandably. We had long chats amongst ourselves and his other sisters. It was okay but I was sad for him and worried about her. Monday was kind of a lazy day I think. We didn't do much, we watched a lot of shows about marine life, made dinner. It was good.

He came back over Wednesday. He came out for my dentist appointment which was an epic failure and ended up staying. It was kind of boring, I was mostly okay with it but I was very worried and anxious that he wished he was at home. Oh well. I don't think he had too terrible of a time but I think we both need a few days to ourselves. We're talking about seeing each other on Sunday and going to visit some wolves! So there's that.

Anyway, there's more but that's all I feel like talking about.

8:30 p.m. - 2019-01-10

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