aryssa90's Diaryland Diary

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My starter isn't floating. It's the 7th day today. It's a little bubbly on the bottom but I don't know. It just hates me. Maybe I need to scrap it and buy some King Arthur's Flour or w/e. I've upped my feedings to twice a day so, we'll see how that works.

I cut my own bangs. I did a pretty decent job but I'm not sure if I like having bangs again. It's weird. I do and I don't. Anyway. I also dyed my hair this like, metallic grey but it came out more like a grey seafoamy color? I don't know, I feel like a sea witch. Don't get me wrong, sea witches are cool and I don't hate the color, I just don't know if it's for me. I think I might just be a brown kinda girl. Brown eyes, brown skin, brown hair. But I also think maybe I'm okay with that now.

I'm starting to get really sick of Tim not having a car. He's saved up enough money that in a month or so he's going to buy one. So that will be a relief.

I'm struggling a bit, not necessarily with like depression but definitely with like, some sort of general malaise. I think a lot of people are going through the same thing. I'm just finding it hard to really care about much of anything. My laundry is absurd. But I just haven't really had the will to do it. I need to though so after this I should probably go do that.

Today is my cheat day. Chinese food and cold stone ice cream will be my food of choice tonight. It's hard to even really care about that honestly.

But things aren't bad. They're just weird. I should get my school loan money back tomorrow and I'm excited about all the plants I'm going to buy. And to like, be 100% caught up on bills, get the cars in tip top shape and buy a bunch of things I don't need. But like, mostly the plants. And maybe a new mattress!

that's all folx.

11:59 a.m. - 2020-05-03

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